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03 16 12(no subject)
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In the future you will understand the things that seem so confusing right now. The perspective of more years and more wisdom and chronological distance will write stories for your brain to understand. You will know that you were good, that you tried your best, made obligatory human errors, and got out while you could. You will clot your wounds with new knowledge and heal them out of sheer will. You will be able to tell yourself that the things that happened in the dark and remain in places that you don’t talk about have made you resilient. You will get up again and take aim at something new.
01 29 12 - Ohhhhh
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Your result for The 3-Variable Sexuality Spectrum Test ...

You scored 0 Heterosexuality, 77 Homosexuality, and 22 Asexuality!

Oh okay.

01 06 12(no subject)
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OK I'M REALLY TRYING TO BE COOL ABOUT THIS BUT HOLY CRAP JUST FOUND THAT I'M ONE OF THE 9 BLOGS THAT NICOLA ROBERTS IS FOLLOWING ON TUMBLR OMG FUCKING SERIOUSLY????????????? FUCK THIS CALLS FOR A FULL FLEDGED OH GOOD GOD OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
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Now that I've finally caved in and creating another blog on wordpress, I get the urge to blog here instead. Feeling strangely attached to this lj for some unknown reason. I'm talking 'bout a whole lotta history Downloaded 2 GA tours from GAM, can't wait to watch it hehe even though it's not HQ but oh well, better than nothing.

This week has been nothing short of awesome. Started 2012 with the df gang, sleepover with FARTS minus one, NICOLA ROBERTS (YES, THE GINGER ONE FROM GIRLS ALOUD. UH HUH THAT'S RIGHT, I SAID GIRLS ALOUD) reblogged my post on tumblr oh motherfucking hell still in shock tbh who wouldn't anyway, finished reading the first book of GoT series, class chalet tomorrow until sunday. This week would have been perfect if not for cors bidding and the optimentrist telling me that I can never wear contacts in my entire life.

01 05 12 - DUN DUN DUN
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2012 is coming soon which means that some of the TV shows that I watch are coming back yesssssssss. Once the original batch of kids graduate in Glee, I'm so gonna stop watching that trainwreck. Came up with a list of movies to watch in the meantime.

The only day where I'm able to bid for modules is 6 jan because I screwed up my major declaration goddamnit. What if I failed to get all the modules that I planned? Or if there's some mods not available for bidding by then. Or if I can't get a single mod? Fucking paranoid about it. Uni is such a fucking pain in the ass. All I want to do is quit school and curl up in my bed with my laptop and guitar all day long. Ugh can't even properly discuss and decide on a gem mod to take. It's like everyone's out to test my patience these days.
12 27 11 - Bill Cunningham
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Gonna try this some day.
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This is my very first bottle of wine, which turned out to be a bad idea because it's so sour. Plus I'm really not accustomed to the taste of wines, should have bought beer instead. My dad practically poured almost everything for himself right after complaining about its taste.

Been having chest pain a lot more frequentl lately again, just that it's on the other side this time. Nothing I can do about it.

Lately for some unknown reasons most of the flickr accounts that I'm attracted to belong to the french. Is this a sign that I should revise my french?

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Kinda feel like leaving this blog behind and create a new one but what's the point? I'll need to use this account to post comments in comms plus it's not like there'll be much difference with a new blog. I'll still be lazy as fuck to update it. Got photoshop along with this mac and I thought that maybe I'll put whatever I learnt from photog to good use and start taking more pictures since I now have photoshop to edit them but lol no.

But ehhhh, having a new url sounds really tempting. This username was since my secondary school days and I'm kinda over 'walrustourbus' lol.

Got my results this morning. Not gonna lie, I honestly thought I could have done better for sociology. The rest weren't surprising but holy crap algebra was so bad that it's quite funny actually. Used S/U like a boss in the first semester lol this is sad actually. It was a wake up call though, albeit a very rude one. 2012 will be the year that I get my shit together. Need to pull my CAP up in order to qualify for idk whatever fancy academic program that I might be interested in the coming years. Already lost an opportunity once, not gonna lose another one again.

Really want to join a band and play some paying gigs but I'm going to need a lot more practice before I'm ready to do so. If only I can just quit school and stay at home to practice all day long. Wish I could just pack up my bags and travel to other countries, earn a living by playing in bars until I get my big break. If only life was more like those damn tv shows where the characters get to fulfill their dreams soon enough.

2012 will be the year where I get my shit together, curse lesser in my spoken speech and stop liking people so easily.
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